It's still the same...
Well, just weighed myself...and it's still the same. 170 pounds. It depresses me some but I do know that I lost inches this week. I can tell that when I try on my clothes. Things are a little looser...especially across the chest area. I must of stood in line twice when God was handing out the chest hormones. Geez... Wanna know a secret? My real goal for this weight loss thing is to have breast reduction surgery next summer. But to do so, I have to loose the extra weight and umm...firm up in certain places. I've got it medically okayed and found out that insurance will cover most of the cost.
It's not like I don't like being full-chested, it's more that I hurt. My back, my neck, and I get migraines. It'll just be healthier for me in the long run...especially now that I am getting older (and saggier). I have to have my back and neck adjusted at least once a week now or I cannot sleep because they hurt. I had an MRI done back in December (because of a car wreck) but the doctor noted that I had a lot of degenerative problems in my neck and upper back area and made the comment that it was "thought to be connected with my chest size". Whatever...it's uncomfortable.
I've been pretty good on the diet thing...messed up one day and had a soda (ok..two) but I didn't freak out about it...just made better choices the next day. I'm up to 4-5 glasses of water a day...and I'll admit to feeling better because I drink them. Not as bloated as usual. I did drop my math class at college...it just didn't "do it" for me. I can pick it up again later though. I did my first speech and was more nervous than I thought I would be. My second speech is a demonstration speech and I have to actually do something. Gonna have to think about that one...was thinking about taking E with me and having him dress up in hockey gear and I explained the safety features of it and some of the rules of hockey. Not sure though....would that be interesting enough? I know the girls would like it. Hunky told me to put A in a hockey bag and then pull him out and dress him. We all laughed about that but A said he wasn't gonna get into any stinky hockey bag. Told him "now you know how Mom's car gets to smelling like it does". Both E and A just grinned. Go figure....
It's not like I don't like being full-chested, it's more that I hurt. My back, my neck, and I get migraines. It'll just be healthier for me in the long run...especially now that I am getting older (and saggier). I have to have my back and neck adjusted at least once a week now or I cannot sleep because they hurt. I had an MRI done back in December (because of a car wreck) but the doctor noted that I had a lot of degenerative problems in my neck and upper back area and made the comment that it was "thought to be connected with my chest size". Whatever...it's uncomfortable.
I've been pretty good on the diet thing...messed up one day and had a soda (ok..two) but I didn't freak out about it...just made better choices the next day. I'm up to 4-5 glasses of water a day...and I'll admit to feeling better because I drink them. Not as bloated as usual. I did drop my math class at college...it just didn't "do it" for me. I can pick it up again later though. I did my first speech and was more nervous than I thought I would be. My second speech is a demonstration speech and I have to actually do something. Gonna have to think about that one...was thinking about taking E with me and having him dress up in hockey gear and I explained the safety features of it and some of the rules of hockey. Not sure though....would that be interesting enough? I know the girls would like it. Hunky told me to put A in a hockey bag and then pull him out and dress him. We all laughed about that but A said he wasn't gonna get into any stinky hockey bag. Told him "now you know how Mom's car gets to smelling like it does". Both E and A just grinned. Go figure....
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